09/28/2018 6:37PM Friday

Dear older me:

Didn’t cry like in two years. But today that changed I put my head into my pillow and let it all out, and now I feel hella depressed and I don’t know what to do. Everything I wanted to happen went the other way and messed up everything I had planned, and now I just won’t to give the fuck up and drop out of school but I’m going to put myself low before I even thinking of putting myself high.

Xoxo Sami.


09/23/2018 3:33 AM Sunday.

Sometimes you just wanna end it all, because it end’s up becoming a choice that you have to make.

I’m in to fucking bad and crazy man, why idk, do I hate myself for it, not really, I just know if it wasn’t because of my way a life I would’ve been with every single bad man and I would’ve enjoyed it, yep I think so to, I need fuckin help.

We may not have it all together, but together we have it all.

Xoxo Sami

Yours truly younger you.