Dear older me:
Didn’t cry like in two years. But today that changed I put my head into my pillow and let it all out, and now I feel hella depressed and I don’t know what to do. Everything I wanted to happen went the other way and messed up everything I had planned, and now I just won’t to give the fuck up and drop out of school but I’m going to put myself low before I even thinking of putting myself high.
Xoxo Sami.