09/28/2018 6:37PM Friday

Dear older me:

Didn’t cry like in two years. But today that changed I put my head into my pillow and let it all out, and now I feel hella depressed and I don’t know what to do. Everything I wanted to happen went the other way and messed up everything I had planned, and now I just won’t to give the fuck up and drop out of school but I’m going to put myself low before I even thinking of putting myself high.

Xoxo Sami.

09/23/2018 3:33 AM Sunday.

Sometimes you just wanna end it all, because it end’s up becoming a choice that you have to make.

I’m in to fucking bad and crazy man, why idk, do I hate myself for it, not really, I just know if it wasn’t because of my way a life I would’ve been with every single bad man and I would’ve enjoyed it, yep I think so to, I need fuckin help.

We may not have it all together, but together we have it all.

Xoxo Sami

Yours truly younger you.

09/22/2018. 2:49 PM Saturday.

Overwhelming, toured, bored, and stressed.

Stress plays a huge part in my life, stress fucked up my mother fucking life/skink, I look like a spotted bananas 🍌 like I’m cool with it.

I was talking to this boy. Just friends I swear his an India, I don’t do India’s. Well yeah I’m going to tell that I’m a Muslim and I don’t give a fuck because I don’t like him I just think his a good friend.

Xoxo Sami

Yours truly younger you.

09/17/2018 5:44 Am

Dear older me:

So as I’m laying here it hit me, older me if you r reAding the and already have a husband than you are probably tired of him because I know you, so don’t brake up with just take a low- key brake and then get back together and everything will feel brand new you know but most of all how the fuck was it 😏😏😏

Xoxo Sami

Your truly younger you.